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There were times that because of me you were hurt
Those times that I was mad and tired
To you my anger and stress fired
"I'm sorry little one.."
Something I wish I said before you were gone
I never thought I would lose you
The sadness I feel now is true
Before you were gone
I'd always see your smile as bright as the sun
We would play bubbles in our room
And play "giddy up horsey!" with a broom
And then it happened.. you were certain and gave your nod
You were acting weird and said you felt odd
We wanted to be there, I wanted to be there
I wanted to let you know how much I care
At first, we thought it was just for a while
But we still contacted everyone we could dial
All of those who knew were worried
They wanted to visit you.. so they hurried
After many months of confinement
And the different hospitals you went
Your illness was finally figured out
Throughout your body, pneumonia was running about
We were all stunned with fear
Your death couldn't be near!
Mom and dad did all they could
They gave all the money under the hood
Until the time came that you couldn't take much more
We could feel you were tired from the window of your door
I wanted to cry but I couldn't
A part of me is saying I shouldn't
We didn't want you to go
'cause when that happens, tears will flow
But we couldn't bare to see more of your pain
So mom and dad decided to let you go in vain
The doctors got rid of all the tubes in you
I was home and asleep so I didn't have a clue
When mom told me after she woke me up
I didn't cry.. not a single tear had dropped
And now, every time I remember you
I cry and feel guilty too
I never showed you much love
But now I do.. even if you're there above
All the good things I do down here
I do it all for you my dear
If people could read minds, they'll know it's you I miss
So let me say this even just once.. I love you.. little sis.
[ This poem that I made is for my only sister that passed away last march 5, 2005. She had inborn pneumonia. I just felt that this could be a way to tell her the things I should've told her when she was still here.. I made this in our school computer laboratory. On the 2th of December. We were too many in the class that the number of working computers was outnumbered by the number of the students in our class. I didn't have a computer to work with so I just finished this poem.
sir Torres, our computer teacher saw the first copy if this. (he was the one who told me to put the date and where I made this poem.) I hope you liked reading it. 
] 
~bianckiztah09
Jun 1, 2010
